Commitment Issues

See what I told you about my commItment issue? Well the holiday posts, I wrote about two more, but istead of posting them, wordpress deletes the whole content. And just so you know I’m just writing on my phone so doing the same post over again is just frustrating. Anyways, I’ll begin to post again… Hopefully.


Holiday Day 2: Convention

Actually I’m writing this in day 3 cause I barely had time yesterday and yesterday (Saturday) we keep the Sabbath. Or observe the Sabbath. Whichever suites you. Maybe Jews are the more popular Sabbath keepers but us Seventh Day Adventist observe the day to.
Anyhow, yesterday was the closing of a big week long revival by an Indonesian pastor who works in GC, and it was an exhausting, hot day of worshipping but at the end nobody complained. I think. I forgot.

The view going there
Look at how blue the sky is😍

Yee not so good quality picture of the blue sky.

My polkadot dress and my favorite (and only) pair of descent church shoes/sandal
My brother driving (irrelevant, so what?)


So like there was a bit traffic on the way. Turns out this was the reason. This motorcycle collided with a truck. Just look at what’s left of that motorcylce and imagine the person riding it. Scary.

Blurry picture of the worship aftermath
Afternoon seminar

And finally a little around sun down the kids and teens from Kanaan Church got on the stage and did this glowing hand thing of Who Am I and You Raise Me Up. Awesome!


Great Sabbath and to top it off, after closimg Sabbath, we spoiled ourselves with some martabaks. Search it up. It’s one of Indonesia’s gem. I don’t have enough time to link it up. I’m getting ready for my Gorontalo trip at this moment. Probably you’ll hear from me again later today.
See you!

Holiday Day 1: It Has Begun

Hey guys, it’s me!
So as you know(or not), it’s holiday time:D the holidays season are coming aaaand it’s beginning to look a lot like christmas!!


Or not.
Kinda miss the knee deep Michigan
snow and all, but all is well.
Actually around here beginning to look a lot like Christmas is mostly like this


Which is fine with me.

It’s a secret stash of cookies (and chocolates). Well I guess it’s not that secretive considering that one empty jar. You know the best thing about this stash? It grows! So many nice people give cookies (and diabetes I guess?). It just grows more as Christmas gets closer. Or at least it did last year.

Okay so there is a reason behind all these ranting! Not a good one, but a reason. It’s holidays and no activity has finally gotten into my skull and I have so many free time to spare! And I’ve decided to blog it. Blog every single day of it. Now I’m not really good at commitments, but it’s worth a shot.

I’m doing this so I have something to do and practice my english and writing along the way. Fun. Alright. This is the end. I really need to work on endings.

Oh and I wanna talk about that picture. Although it’s not much of a snowy season, it’s nearing the fruit season. To the left is mango tree and to the right is rambuta tree. I’ll take pictures of ’em when the sun’s out.

This is the real ending.

Mother Nature


The sun’s so bright, the sky’s so blue, the temperature reached higher than yesterday. You wouldn’t believe the past few days have been wet and way colder than usual. The sky was all gray and cloudy. The hard rain come and go. Raging storms at night. Heat of the sun rays were sweeped away by the gust of freezing wind. And all of the sudden this? It’s a wonderful day out, but it is also a sign of global warming.

This post is just some pointless thought.

Imagination Application

Regarding my last post on MIT and how I fell in love with it, I started stalking theur myMit blogs and honestly it makes me want to fill in my own application. Well since that’s not what’s going to happen in the near future since I’m in ninth grade, I decided to write my own application to my own world. Yeah yeah here we go.

This world is cruel. Bloodshed for power. Trickery for money. Lives of the innocent spent just because of… pressure? Why spend another time here? Sure there are days when you can goof off life and just smile at the pavement all day long, but how long do those really last? Maybe there are people who can maintain those moments a little longer than others. Then again there’s me. One bundle of hope must come with three bundles of anxiety. Sure there are unforgettable memories, but the only things left from them are memories. If you can, why not just live in them and be in the security of having everything under control? Why not just live in an imagination? To live with no boundaries? To live without worries?
To just live life.
If that thing is going to be called life anyways.

And so that’s that. But no worries. I’m not hating life and cutting and all. I actually like life with its sprinkle of sadness. After all those sad moments are actually the reason I start this blog.



Argh. Do you know how it feels like when a boy leads you on, and you get to really really really like him and this boy does not and will never like you back.

Like I’m annoyed because I really really really want to go to MIT and I know it has a reputation of not accepting kids but I’ve been going through their site for too long that I know I’m their future student. And I don’t even feel like going anywhere else. And I’m like this ninth grader with horrible grades so like I regret hoping in the first place. Tralalala. Alright. I’ll just have to learn to accept the fact that MIT will never love me back:”)

Just another post I’ll regret writing in the future.

Close enough