Nice subject, say whaaat?

So every once in a while, when people wouldn’t understand, I email my self. A list of problems and whatever happening that moment.

I’ve been doing this since I was 12 years old. Freaking alay 12 years old. I would rant on and on and on and on about my crush sitting on my chair. Oh the simplicity of childhood. I think that was my first bites of puberty,

Whatever happened at the moment back then must be horrifying because I wrote a poem:

Oh hormones,

You rhyme with nothing,
Though you cause much problems
in my already stinking life
You give me all the dandruff you have,
all the pimples,
give me a headache,
after thinking about the stupidest topic ever
Gee hormones..
I’m reluctant to grow up,
because of YOU

like whaaat? That doesn’t even qualify as a poem, but looking back, it’s just amazing how now I’m here, the other side of puberty, seeing the other side on the topic of boys, seeing the other side on a lot of things. Though my old self was right about her(my?) reluctance, It all just get darker, and more interesting as time flies. Oh well. life.

Oh, and I’m having a hard time with this html thing. bear with me.



I’m really good at making excuses. I know i know, excuses are a way….. I don’t really memorize that quote. Anyhow, excuse number 1: I am too lazy to type on my phone.
That’s the only excuse actually.
My brain functions better with pen and paper.
The word flows better with my horrible cursive.

So as per usual, I write something, then type it on my phone. And typing on this phone is fairly annoying with all the uncovenient(I know that’s the wrong spelling but bear with me) capitalization and sometimes the touch screen goes crazy putting the cursor. And the worst. When I type with tears and blood (exagaration(this might also be misspelled)), and this phone erase it all.
Happened to the next stardust story on the series. That’s why I procrastinated on the series. Us manadones call it maraju. I marajued to this app for erasing my hardwork:”

Aight that’s all. I have this anti procrastination life program going on, hopefully it works out and I can publish more pronouns!! 

tam here, adios